I guess there is no other way to say it.
I am bummed.
For the last few weeks/months I was spending time with someone. Someone I liked very much. Someone I liked more than I have liked someone in a while (boy-wise). Someone who gave me the butterflies/swoony feeling that made good friends ask what was going on because, well they knew my behavior was out of the ordinary. It was…awesome in a drive you crazy but make you happy way.
Now, that person is no longer in the picture.
And I am bummed.
Actually I’ll say it, I’m sad. And I can’t stop from feeling sad just yet.
That’s the thing about dating, it is a risk and can disappoint you. I’m there now, and it sucks.
I even debated posting this because I’m not doing this to drum up sympathy. Just saying how I’ve been feeling because I alluded to stuff going on before and then never said anything else. And, a few people who read this did know and I just don’t have the heart to tell them individually.
So I’ll be here in in bummerland/sad city for a bit and then, I’ll pick myself up and keep going.
For now, I’m just hoping tomorrow will be a bit better.