15 July 2014

Rediscovering free time

By: Jessica B.
Tagged: Random

If you know me, you know I’m not great at sitting still. I like to be active, up, moving, seeing new things, checking out places, etc.

Sure, I like my down time, but I just…like to be busy.

Or maybe I’m just really noticing how non-stop busy I’ve been the last few months.

Mornings = up at 5am to train before work

Day = work

Evening = French class or out with friends

Weekends = train, grocery shop, see friends, go out, etc.

Repeat.

Hmm.

Now, the schedule is very different. And after a tough weekend and Monday, I’m starting to see that I can’t maintain even a “pared back” schedule that I did before. I have to pull back…more.

So now I’m starting to realize just how much free time I have and I have ZERO idea how to spend it. I can’t be too active (minus water therapy) so now I’m feeling like a kitten in the window, pawing at the glass because I’m so used to being busy that now I’m sitting still.

Really, what do I do with free time???

Right now, I’m trying to read more and focus on French class. Thank goodness for languages because at least I don’t feel helpless at that.

Next, looking up German conversation classes, reading and scheduling field trips. Non-strenuous things I can do on weekends while normal people are out being active, traveling, etc.

I got the new Vanity Fair about Prince George’s first year, and I think I’ll be savoring that while checking out a bakery or park this weekend. Get some sun, keep the leg rested and read. Check, check, check.

Honestly, I dunno if this will work but I am struggling to fill the time and not be that friend who is always texting others like, hey, how are you, what are you up to? No one likes that.

Onward!

3 Comments

  1. Katelin says:

    I mean I always want free time, but I think if it was forced on me I wouldn’t know what the hell to do with myself. Besides maybe read a lot of books, watch a lot of Netflix and bake some things, ha.

    Hope your free time adventures get exciting and you can enjoy it a bit more.

  2. Good luck – maybe you can blog more :)
    Hopefully soon you’ll be able to slow down and enjoy it a little more. I understand how frustrating it must be, though xx

  3. Traci says:

    I know what you mean! I actually…WHEN I CAN…schedule time to read in the sunshine. It’s the best.

 

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